May 17 2015
She invited me to watch a movie at her place. (dot)
In my head I thought:
Okay, is this something? What is gonna happen? Am I going to have a heart attack?
So off we go to her place, I chose Wreck it Ralph dunno why though. But it is a good movie regardless of the situation please hahahaha. I wonder if the choice of the movie really matter for us at the time hahaha.
We sat at her bed side by side, lights off, computer right between us. Perfect time to act!
But no HAHAHAHAHA why? I guess only God knows at that time, I had zero courage to do something. That was my test and I passed it, I was going to live forever alone. Hahahahahaha
After the disaster I took a cab and went home, the cab driver even said:
– Ohhh that’s nice to have a time with your girlfriend right?
I just had energy and courage to say:
– Hum? Oh yeah (I wish) HAHAHAH